I understand and have a lot of the same feelings that you do Jack, even though I did not have to serve the Military in my younger days. My anxieties are coming from making the choice to protect myself, my family, my Constitution and our God Given Rights from the Upcoming Turmoils that America is being thrust into. Do we stand up for our rights and protect our families from evil with force or do we go meekly into the night to some God forsaken torture or prison camp? Do we fight evil or do we let it over-take us. When do we fight and when do we turn the other cheek? The time is coming in the very near future when we Christians will have to make these decisions on our own. I am seeking answers and praying for the Rapture to happen soon so I may be with Jesus again. YBIJesus, Mickey